So I was sitting there worrying.
Worrying about my future
Regretting about my past
feeling upset
of what will come about.
Allowing my mind to repeat its negative thoughts
Behaving like a victim and
letting the negative thoughts to takeover me
as thought I have no control over my mind
as though I have no power within me.
Then,
Suddenly I realised,
I just woke up from a bed
I have roof on my head
and food on my table.
Oh God! How ungrateful I am…..
I was worrying too much until I forgot
to look at the present and be thankful for it.
The future is not here yet,
the past has gone.
I only have NOW.
I can choose to be present
I can choose to live the moment
I can choose to be alive.
I can choose to breathe
and
Thank the Lord for this moment
and let the Lord pour his blessings on to me.